Saturday, January 19, 2008

Today is the 19th January 2008 . Yeah, finally it's another year huh . Sigh . Why is the time ever so fast and not slower . Or is it that time hasn't enough for our use .

It's revision break for final exams, MOB's last test is over, and i knew i could have done myself to the extreme . Guess it's no point crying over spilt milk now . Seriously speaking i couldn't help but feel irritating when i can't bring myself to sit down and study, always giving reasons not to study and those reasons are just stupid reasons, and then at the end of the day just regret not putting my best foot forward .

Have been emotional lately . . . for no reason, not PMS, because it's over for the month . Sigh . I hate listening to songs in the afternoon, makes me feel like the day is boring, and JieRui is playing Jay's song . Makes me more emotional . =( .

Since i can't do what i want now . All i can do is to say it out here . I wish i can go to the tower at the garden near my house . Up there, just sit down and do nothing but think of happy memories, nothing troubles me . =) . That was what i've always always wanted to do most . And that says my personality i guess, somehow or another, a person with desire to be happy and trouble free, everything else would fall into place . =) .

Another dream impossible to happen, because in the life, almost everything is so pragmatic, there's no space for day-dreaming . =( .

Went to watch Body #19 with ShengKai yesterday. My advice is not to watch it, because the story is all about one person having split personality and killing people, that's all, i think snow white and the seven dwarfs could have been much much better . Haha .

SABA's having annual D&D on the 28th Jan 2008, should i go ? Exams' not over yet, but if i don't go, i don't think there'll be a next time for me, i'll be quitting, sooner or later . =( . Should i go ?

Think it's time for me to get to the books before it's too late . Books make me real sick .

Can i cry ? . . . . No, 'cause Fergie says big girls don't cry . =(

好想再让你抱一次 .

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